For anyone reading this, it is not about me. It's about my best friend. Well, actually, it's for my best friend. I think it's something a lot of people can relate to in one way or another, but not on this level. Enjoy.
Dear Old Friend,
How are you? I hope you're well. Me? Well, I've learned to deal with the circumstances. Though I've dreamt about you every day of my life since you left me behind, you've become a distant memory. I still remember exactly what you looked like then, but I guess you've probably changed. Believe it or not, I've changed a bit too. Yes, I'm still that cute little innocent girl with the big brown eyes and sweet personality, but I think I'm more independant. You helped me with that. But it would still mean the world to me if, just this once, you could reply.
Love always, Me
Dear Boy I once knew,
You wouldn't believe how fast the years are going by for me. At least, it seems that way looking back. I've found it's easier to cope when I surround myself with friends. But I'm afraid there will always be this hole at the end of the day, and it's an odd size...it's your size. You probably think I'm crazy, don't you? Writing to you just about every week like this. I suppose I know by now that you won't answer, but it's still pleasant to dream. Tell me, dear Boy, what exactly do you dream about? Do you remember your favorite girl?
Love always, Me
Dear Blurry Memory,
I don't think I can do this anymore. Sitting at my computer, wondering if I should write this or not. Know what it's about? Of course you do. But the memories, the writings, they're all I have to bring me closer to you. And so I have to write, though the words just seem to all run together. They say the same things to me. I force myself to read them, and over and over again, I see the same words. I'm only left with one thing to say: I miss you, Zach. You'll never understand. Don't feel sorry for me. I wouldn't want to get in the way of your happy and busy life. But it wouldn't hurt to let me know you're still out there, somewhere.
Love always, Me
Dear Zach,
I'm just writing to say that this will be my last letter. Who knows, maybe we'll catch up one day? Yeah, yeah you know what? We will catch up one day. But for now, I need closure. I need to smile, and mean it. Don't ever think you're holding me back from that, my love. You never could. This is just for me. Thank you for everything you've done for me. You've given me hope, and something to look forward to. There will never be anybody quite as amazing as you were, darling.
Love always, Me
Caitlyn, this was for you. I know I can't fully understand what you're going through, but I tried. Hope you like it. Love you, best friend <3
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