This is what you do to me

I'm sorry I was curious
I'm sorry I fell for you
I'm sorry I led you on
Because now I think I'm through


You made me realize that moving on is hard. Especially because you always knew the right words to say. And I believed them. Every single one. Because even though it didn't make sense, I liked to make myself believe that I was the one you really wanted. You told me I was.

What a lie.

But I don't blame you, because after all, it's never your fault, right? Wrong. There is a point where it just becomes old. And everything you said to me and to every other girl that has smiled your way doesn't sound as sweet.

What happened?

Have you lost your touch? No, you're trying way too hard. I've just learned that I simply can't trust any words that come out of your mouth.

You're getting way better at lying. Because I honestly thought that you were different. But you're not capable of that. And that's not attractive, it's sad. But I'm sorry I've wasted your time, because you spent half of it fooling them, and the other half trying to change my mind. Why does it still suprise me that you had the guts to invite her over while you were holding hands with me.

I'm not mad at you. Truth is, I never could be. Maybe that's how you could get away with hurting me over and over again. Because we really did have good times, and that's why no one understands. The memories rush back, and they hit me hard. Tell me, where did those times go? You've become way too serious in all the wrong ways. But I let it get that far.


I fell in love with falling in love
I guess I didn't stop to see
If you were really the right one

One stupid mistake after another
But I just keep jumping in
Truth is, I'm not done.

When it comes to you
I'm the opposite of strong
And I hate what you do to me

But I fell in love with falling in love
I guess I didn't stop to see
That there's a weakness in everyone

I can't believe some of the things you say
How can one person be so mean?
And how can one person be so stupid to take the punch and stay?

That's not strength, that's pathetic
Beacuse every day, I'm more miserable
But the silence is even worse

I fell in love with falling in love
I guess I didn't stop to see
That I was wrong, and you don't deserve me