You don't care about me, so why should I care about you?

There's only one reason why I'm here, and you could never help me.
You say you've changed?

Prove it.

Yeah, didn't think so. Excuses, excuses.
I didn't expect much out of you.
So you stay here, that's fine. To each his own, I suppose.
But if you come back, you'll be wasting your time.

Because I'm out, I've brushed you off, and I'm gone.

You wanna talk sweet? Go ahead, I dare you. See how much I can take.
All the pieces I've reattached, I've found, have gotten harder to break.
It sounded better when you were lying, so don't even bother telling the truth.

Just move on to your next victim, but remember,
there are consequences to everything you do.
But if you come back, you'll be wasting your time.

Because I'm out, I've brushed you off, and I'm gone.


What's this blog about? Well, I think it pretty much says it all. But if there's one thing I want anyone to take out of this is that there's no use in waiting on someone who wouldn't think twice about leaving you behind.

This is what you do to me

I'm sorry I was curious
I'm sorry I fell for you
I'm sorry I led you on
Because now I think I'm through


You made me realize that moving on is hard. Especially because you always knew the right words to say. And I believed them. Every single one. Because even though it didn't make sense, I liked to make myself believe that I was the one you really wanted. You told me I was.

What a lie.

But I don't blame you, because after all, it's never your fault, right? Wrong. There is a point where it just becomes old. And everything you said to me and to every other girl that has smiled your way doesn't sound as sweet.

What happened?

Have you lost your touch? No, you're trying way too hard. I've just learned that I simply can't trust any words that come out of your mouth.

You're getting way better at lying. Because I honestly thought that you were different. But you're not capable of that. And that's not attractive, it's sad. But I'm sorry I've wasted your time, because you spent half of it fooling them, and the other half trying to change my mind. Why does it still suprise me that you had the guts to invite her over while you were holding hands with me.

I'm not mad at you. Truth is, I never could be. Maybe that's how you could get away with hurting me over and over again. Because we really did have good times, and that's why no one understands. The memories rush back, and they hit me hard. Tell me, where did those times go? You've become way too serious in all the wrong ways. But I let it get that far.


I fell in love with falling in love
I guess I didn't stop to see
If you were really the right one

One stupid mistake after another
But I just keep jumping in
Truth is, I'm not done.

When it comes to you
I'm the opposite of strong
And I hate what you do to me

But I fell in love with falling in love
I guess I didn't stop to see
That there's a weakness in everyone

I can't believe some of the things you say
How can one person be so mean?
And how can one person be so stupid to take the punch and stay?

That's not strength, that's pathetic
Beacuse every day, I'm more miserable
But the silence is even worse

I fell in love with falling in love
I guess I didn't stop to see
That I was wrong, and you don't deserve me

We would be nothing without our friends

Just look at us. Would you take one good look? We are the people that carry the weight of the world, and we're broken. Every day, something new adds on to the pile of burdens we carry, and it feels as if we'll never get a break.

Can someone please just tell us what's going on? We just need some reassurance that everything is going to be okay; to let us know that it really will be worth it.

Now, stopthinking about yourself for once. Look at the people you see every day. They're hungry for so much more than what life has offered them so far. Even if we've never noticed, they carry the same weight we carry, maybe more. And at the end of the day, we're all exhausted from chasing after things that will never make us happy. At the end of the day, we just want to go home. We all need to go home.

But until then, rain is going to pour down on us, and believe me, it won't stop. It won't stop until we reach our breaking point. But isn't that the way it's supposed to happen? We suffer, and then the rain finally stops. And the weight disappears.

Keep your head up, because that way, you can still see the sun peeking through the clouds.

It'll be okay.

Eventually.


This blog is dedicated to all of my wonderful friends. There was one day this past week where everybody was in a terrible mood. Some of them are going through tough times right now, and some just didn't feel like facing the day.

But that day, we all realized how close we really are, and how we actually care about each other. I know, that sounds realllly cheesy, but it's true. I love them with my whole heart, and honestly, I don't think I could be any luckier.

So I just wanted all of my friends to know that I'm here. And I will be here, always. Because I know you're always there for me.

Thank you. I love you.
<3