Trying Something New

Where was the rock inside of me
When I was left pacing anxiously?
Can't seem to keep my feet on the ground

I'm trying to run before I can walk
And I've learned that just doesn't work
When you try to get ahead of yourself

All the questions I kept asking
Weren't meant for you; they were meant for me
I guess that's why no one answered

Where do I go now?
It's my decision
What if I fall down
And you're not there?
There's a part of me that's pushing forward
But I'm on my own, and I'm scared

Now everything seems new to me
And I wish more than anything
That I could go back and start all over

I watch them dancing beautifully
And I'm awestruck, just staring
I'm trapped inside a dreamer's body

What about those years
That I have wasted?
Is this just a trick
My heart's playing on me?
What if I'm just a hopeless dreamer?
Or what if it's real?

I can't tell what's right from wrong
Don't have you. Now I'm alone
And my whole world is spinning faster

Where do I go now?
It's my decision
What if I fall down?
I know it's bound to happen
There's a part of me that's pushing forward
But I'm scared. I'm scared.