A Chance To Say I Forgive You

And you really decided you’d try again; giving it another shot. My question is why? What’s different? Well let me just tell you now that nothing has changed. Not one thing. So do you really care or did you just think you would have nothing to lose no matter what? I’m pretty sure I have a good guess.



By the way, it’s okay to be bold, but before you decide to open your mouth, think. Think about if what you’re about to say is worth your time and mine, or if it’s just another breath wasted.


And what happened to what you said about being over it, about moving on? Because I was pretty sure it meant for good. And now I couldn’t be happier. But there’s always something, isn’t there? Just as long as it’s convenient for you. But then it becomes my fault because I don’t want to put up with it anymore, right? Well what do you expect me to say? I’m sorry? Because that’s definitely not happening.


I’ve told you before that you can talk to me, but when was the last time you said a word to me just because you were just checking in? It doesn’t cost much to be my friend, but it’s not free either. And when you come and go as you please, I start to notice you only come back because you think you can.


I give out so many chances, and I’ll keep doing that, but that doesn’t mean you can take them for advantage. I’m not stupid. I just refuse to hold a grudge on something I know is not worth my time. And when you said don’t hate the player, hate the game? Well I’m just letting you know I don’t care too much for either. But now that I look back at it, all I can do is simply laugh. I’m laughing because I’ve now seen a fourteen year old with the maturity level of an eight year old, because you think you will always have a chance while I put you in the back of my mind because I know you don’t, and because you’re cocky…and could you tell me what exactly there is to be cocky about?


But like I said, I will not hold a grudge against you, because I know you’re only human just like the rest of us. I’m just taking this chance to say I forgive you for everything you have done in the past and everything you will do in the future…and I know there will be things to forgive you for that have yet to come.